EH I don’t want this feeling creeping up again. I’ve been having one of the greatest summers and now I got these worries grabbing at me. Maybe it’s this drink I’m having, maybe it’s reality happening. Apartment issues, job issues, people issues. It’s a big ass hair tangle that I don’t want to run my fingers through. And I know that was a bad analogy but...
Mom: what's this book doing out here?
Me: uh, I'm reading it
Mom: I thought you did already
Me: I can read books twice. You're allowed to that. I've read others twice
Mom: like what where's Waldo?
Really mom?! Lol
I dont want to waste any tears on you. Don’t act like you really care because you only show it when you’re nudged to take notice. I don’t know why I went back and messaged you, thinking that I should forgive your years of neglect and try to maintain some tie with you in my life. And the worst part is that now I know you exist and I don’t know what to do with you. For years...